Friday, March 13, 2015

       FRIDAY 9:07
So how can i start this well , probably my mom left me and my other two sisters while I'm here sitting down writing this my mom is somewhere out there crying thinking if to come back or not ! It all started because my parents got her taxes and they always get half each but I literally don't know what really happened but my dad started calling her names in Spanish , like his going to sew her for stealing his money and stuff......... Then my mom got mad she's a nice person she stayed quiet then my brother started fighting with my sister and I think my sister hit him and he started crying my dad got so mad and hit my brother with the belt twice ! I could see his face the face he always put when he used to hit me ! A sudden fear came rushing to my soul ! Me here sitting down in the same place I was when everything happened hoping for him to stop ! No my mom got really mad and told him not to be hitting him and I know I wanted to make him stop too but I was too scared I always been scared of him and I hope one day I have enough money to leave this house ! Then my mom got I don't know what and  her purse and took my little brother then left ..... I don't know where she went but I hope she comes Back ! It's kinda sad how my big sister can't stop crying and saying she is going to leave to o and then my little sister ignores the whole situation but I know deep down she is as worry as all of us ! But in the other hand my "dad" is watching tv holding the same belt that caused all of this in his hands and talking on he phone with my aunt like if nothing happened . If I were to talk about how I'm feeling right now , words wouldn't explain my pain and depression I feel ! I have a pair of scissors next to me talking to me telling me to cut just how I used to but this time worst , enough to kill myself but there's a voice inside me telling me not to instead I got my brothers tablet and started writing how I feel and think . I don't know if it's going to work but I feel sad I feel like leaving and never coming back . Probably killing my self  would work the best ! Tomorrow I have a college class BUSINESS . And I know that if i cry they would ask me stuff so I'm holding in my tears but they still manage to come rolling down my face ! god have mercy in me and my family I hope you take care of my mom and brother and don't let anything hurt them my lord ! I put there life's In your hands ! Well I'm go to sleep right now and I have a test tomorrow I hope I focus because ima admit we're poor and I really want to be someone in life ! I know school is the only way that would help me get out of poverty and  ima just go to sleep hoping I never wake up and if I do I hope to be in heaven with god !!!

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Dreams
  You are worried about losing your job to a company downsizing. You might dream you are a shrunken person living in a world of giants or you are wondering aimlessly through a dessert. The reasons why humans dream are still a mystery but scientists have came up with several theories. Some theories are, dreams reflect our emotions; desires, they “clean-up” clutters in our brain, and help us cope with stress or depression.
  Sigmund Freud’s theory of dreams suggested that dreams were a presentation of unconscious desires, thoughts, and emotions. For example if something is weighing heavily on your mind during the day chances are you might dream about it either specifically or through obvious images. Freud used dream analysis to interpret languages of dreams and came up with the conclusion that when we sleep we make up our on world and dream of desires we wished to have in the real world. Another example of how dreams represent our emotions is dreaming with a person you never met before, Freud’s psychological view of dreams people are driven by instincts that are presented in our awareness via dreams. Meaning without you even knowing who you dream of your brain’s instinct do and they find their way in our awareness via dreams.
    Dreams serve to clean-up clutters preparing the mind for the next day. Your mind has seen hundreds of thousands even millions of objects throughout the day. During sleep the brain works to plow through all of this information to decide what to hang on to and what to forget. Researches felt like dreams play a role in this process. Also dreaming is a way to file new information your brain receives during the day, it keeps our brain organized and optimizes our learning. This theory hasn’t been proven by dream research if scientists were hundred percent correct, our entire day would be replayed to us during our REM sleep.REM sleep is rapid eye movement sleep, usually the cycle where we dream.
    According to Ernest Hoffman director of The Sleep Disorders Center at Newton Wellesley Hospital in Boston suggests that “A possible but not proven function of a dream to be receiving new material into the memory system that helps us cope with further stressful events or trauma.”For example, if you escape from a house fire and the experience shakes you up, chances are you will dream about it that night. The more traumatic the event the more emotions are felt, and the more important it is to get over it. Dreaming about the fire will help you come to terms with what happened and prepare you it ever happening again. But this theory is only reasonable for nightmares.
   Lastly humans interpret dreams differently in every culture for example The Ancient Egyptians used dreams to predict the future. They thought that dreams were messages from the Gods that contained wisdom and prophecies. In the Western people in the1900s used dream to predict the weather and tell the future. In addition Shamans used dreams to diagnose illnesses they believed the brain knew when the body was going through malfunctions.

   The reasons why we dream are still a mystery but scientists have come up with several theories like dreams reflect our emotions and desires, they clean up clutters from our brain, and they help us cope with stress and trauma. Probably one day we would have a reasonable explanation why we dream.

Monday, March 2, 2015

                                                Topic:Teens Drivings Drunk  
Characters:
John and Adam: Alex’s best friends
Sadie: Alex’s girlfriend
Alex: The drunk driver
Setting: In a party, and Alex’s car.

Alex: “So what are you guys doing Friday night,” asked Alex
John: “Nothing, do you have something planned” responded John 
Alex: “Well my girlfriend and I got invited to a party, would you guys like to come?”
Adam: “Yeah, sure I’ll go”
John: “So Friday, at what time?”
Alex: “I will pick you guys up after I pick up my girlfriend be ready like at 8:30 pm.”
John: “Alright then, deal see you on Friday”
Adam:  We’ll meet in your house so Alex could pick us up”
John: “Alright”
Friday Night
Sadie:  “Almost ready Alex!”
Narrator: She walked outside and got on his car, and they drove off”
Alex: “We’re going to go pick up John and Adam, is it okay?”
Sadie: “Yeah, let’s go”
John called Alex to see where he was at!
John: “Where you at?”
Alex: “I’m on the corner of your block”
Adam: “okay, we see you”
 They get inside the car and while they arrived at the party, they were planning what they’re going to do when they got there”
Alex: “So was sup you guys planning on drinking tonight?”
Adam: “We are planning to have fun and get a little happy!”
Sadie: “You guys aren’t talking about getting drunk that much because we have to get back home safe. so they arrived at the party and Alex and his friends started drinking right away. It stroke 12:30 pm, Sadie received a call from her mother telling her to go home already. So Sadie tried to look for the boys she found them in the back.
Sadie: “You guys, it’s getting late already” “Let’s go”
Alex: “No not yet a little more time, Baby!”
 Then he tried kissing her but she didn’t let herself
Alex: “Alright then, Come on guys my girl wants to go home.”
Sadie: “So who’s driving now? Because you guys are too drunk! Guess I’ll have to drive, I only drank 2 cups of vodka”
Alex: “NO!” “It’s my car, I’m driving” he yelled
Sadie: “All I want is to get home safe” she said with a scared voice
Alex: “don’t worry, I got you”
He took the keys away from Sadie, turned on the car. They got inside the car and started driving. Alex and his friends already had drunk about 10 cups of vodka each.
Alex was driving insanely. He passed the red light and didn’t see a truck pass by.
Sadie: “Wait”, “Watch Out”
They had crashed…….
Drinking and driving can cost yours and your love one’s life.